Source Experience

Collective vs. individual in today's thinking (marxism, socialism, feminism and many other isms.., "utopianism"). Auguste Comte was the founder of positivism, influenced by utopian socialist Henri Saint-Simon and was a great influence on 19th-century thought. Comte influenced Karl Marx, John Stuart Mill etc. The word "altruism" is attributed to Comte for being the originator. Again altruism ("you before me" which eventually empties the "me=I" (individual immersing into the collective). TODAY'S SOCIETAL THINKING IS CULT LIKE. Same goes with "diversity" which is yet another form of collectivism under the guise of "individuals in community being different" (but in actuality sameness is promoted under "equality") and is put forth via soft persuasion with undertones of "if you are against it = you are a bad person" and social disapproval ensues. This influence is man...

The Rainbow theme that is been heavily promoted can be seen as emotional (dis)colouring which undermines the smallest of minorities (the individual). It has become a symbol of soft oppression (or confusion) in the life of one who is in the process of individuating himself from the passivity of the crowd, even when promotes as the opposite (of oppression). I mean individuation in the Jungian sense. The tolerant has in many cases become intolerant (or deaf) of the so called "intolerant". The discussion (libra) is put aside by the emotional colouring of the rainbow. This contributes to the collective shadow. The smallest of minorities is the individual who can become "intolerant" to the current trends is in danger of ceasing to be. When you are many people (the actual underlying message of the rainbow symbol at this time) you cease to be one. There is oneness for you.

Mind and body are working in unison (in it's natural state), as a whole. Every moment is ripe for new experiences. Old experiences are stored in the wisdom of the body, and get repeated as long as the mind is not connected to itself and will start to play these patterns again and again in different ways and forms, yet the underlying issue remains in the tissue ;) The metaphor for reorganizing the furnishes on the Titanic works as well. It's gonna hit the ice (which the body knows), but still feels the illusion in the boat is all there is. Yet new cells are born all the time, in a way they are like a newborn child that does not have recollection, yet is open to everything. Mind working with the idea of seeing everything new is equal to potentiality. Deep down there is trust and knowing in the wisdom of the nature. Genetic memory, DNA, noo-sphere, akashik records... In every seven years, every cell in the body is renewed, unless the whole organism is continuing the old paradigm o...

it's quite a ride to be aware of the ride... hmm! and always when you know you "got it" - it shows it's other side (truth is not attainable, but one can experience it with an attitude that chooses not to capture it)... the origin for tyranny to me is to experience enlightenment and trying to own it. There is a center place that is your own "home frequency" that always sounds true to you and that can always replenish your spirit (for me spirit these days means (or one way to put it) a point that holds the original knowledge of one's being... this to me is always the same, but it is easily scattered and weakened, unless one intents to recall it back to this time and space (one's body) where it creates space to manifest in full creative potential once again). "Time" is humanity's next endeavour.

This system who we pledge allegiance to even without knowing it is reflecting it's worldview / agenda that is manipulating our thoughts and raping the original sacred polarity of a conscious being. The dreams will reflect and intensify as the invitation to this archetypal level is incresing. As the participant in creation comes back to senses and sees everything in original light, the interplay between polarities restores itself in one's unique perspective. It is not even a question anymore. Let's play ;-)

Self-repair now the way you individually KNOW it. Recover and it "imports" the memory from the collective imprint [referring to 'Akashic Records'] that is stored without your knowing (knowing of the mechanism does not matter, only intent and trust matters in the way that is yours and reflects to all that are intenting to recover their own ways from the same source (=memory). For/to the recollecting process, it is a KEY to be honest and follow layer by layer ... and once in the core, the knowing is established into being. I meditated deeply last nite and recollected the notion that the most unlooked (ill) cell is the most vulnerable and going thru a dying prosess.. when I saw this cell in a metaphoric form I saw myself, the inner child being alone and all he got was the awful judgment around him (this cell) and when I light the fire = bring consciousness and observed it, it was so delightful and had the most potential in the whole system to reflect it's happiness ...

[New moon] There is a field of information that is accessible to all. To clear any wound. I found that through "scanning" all areas of the body (try back of your head!) it reflects hidden symbols that the mind can observe. I saw how I consciously tried to avoid the most painful ones that were "shut down" because of it and this created a negative emotion that was always present. This emotion is the relatioship with the pain (it can be everything, not just bodily pain... also a relationship with everything!). The pain wont go away by looking the other way or being unbalanced towards it. It needs the most care. Show care to your most painful cell inside your body (body reflects everything, highly intelligent, "it' understands the language of nature...,be nature). This most painful part of the self is the most vulnerable and innocent. It has the most potential to reflect it's gratitude through the whole body and indeed the whole system. This process to heal...

The I in me can't fake, but the image that I call 'me' so often fiercely holds and defends *it*self, yet *it* is NOT the self. Image is like a snapshot of the moving reel, yet the animation continues, and the mind has a tendency to prefer some snapshots over others and 'lock in'. The universe is not a static space so the identity must die for the sake of the movement of the life to be. Behind chaos is intent... the intent can be felt as sound [that which creates geometry = structure, hence sacred geometry]. Do you stay the same, or do you see the wise?

My favourite track from the 90's. Finally sampled from a vinyl as it was not available on Youtube before. You might see how influenced I was by looking at the name :-)

"dARK" is good to dance to the ground, creates ground for me.. lot's of power to dance eeeverything. Front Line Assembly's sister project is Delerium which is total opposite, light. I love the idea of being two projects, creates contrast which is movement and life for me. This is why I feel heavy-metal is popular in Finland, cause people have hidden emotions and music is the way to channel them and create neutrality and purpose (to sense the middle between two polarities.. which is number 9 in Marko Rodin's vortex math btw... http://www.rense.com/RodinAerodynamics_files/Yin_Yang.gif http://markorodin.com/

Love is a direct relationship with the source of pure potential (call it zero-point in physics or chi or whatever word points best for your analytical mind to process these words, yet it is past analyzing). Discernment (to know true from false) is the NATURAL filtering mechanism that filters out everything that is false in you and responds to everything that hold true to you. Truth and beauty can be embraced even in a dot. The whole itself contains those dots to re-frame a hologram as when the single dot has new potential, it mirrors itself to the whole. It does not need to have a meaning. Pure potential cannot be named, otherwise it would be this or that and not everything. We name things and give them meaning, but this is dangerous because the meaning starts to live a life of it's own and keeps us within defined parameters. The hologram changes when you change without conditions. It has to. The latest theories in physics hold this to be the case....

Released @ the MAIN party , OCT 2009. cLICk 4 -> better quality version + executables (windoze)

[Suggestion: listen while reading]

“AS IF your truth is here” [DISCERNMENT IS THE KEY TO NAVIGATION] this is an attempt to question. "AS IF" ... is one description for magic (programming the sub-conscious temporarily, gradually or permanently). It is essential to feel and think "as if" the thing you are wanting to experiece is true in that very moment of the experience. You can take it as a game or experimentation with imagination. In other words your imagination is a tool and can be used to create the next level of the experience... the next step in your personal life. This next step will teach everyone who are stepping to this same level of the experience. Harmonics will vibrate on many levels, on many perspectives, yet it holds and connects all. What is the next level of experience? This is a tricky one and we have to come to an agreement of it at some point in time. It is a gradual process, but can be accelerated. Could it be that the idea of time itself is morphing? There is a need for acceler...

28.4.09 The World Speaks to You the Way You Have Not Imagined... Yet? Everything is real. The big narratives have a lot of invested power in them. “The good, the bad”… it’s all the same, only depends how you look at it and will you let it empower or weaken your spirit. That is why the narratives have the hold of you. This is all a process… we process it all, the “good and the bad”. A school where everyone can graduate. We made it all together, to learn. You chose your difficulties on a deeper perspective where we all understand and evolve from. You are here to share your story. Love pours from the polar opposite. You can choose to be reborn now. Imagine. What rings true to you? Also nothing is real. It all came to be from silence where and when no one observed.

Everything in your life is made of patterns Patterns waiting to be recognised If we are anxious about the future or worried about the past then the patterns you see emerging in your life will be chaotic and inconceivable. Truth is that you have the potential to see it all differently. But do you want to see? It's your choice in every moment. There is no "final punishment", there is only one moment which happens NOW and everything you decide in that moment will follow the pattern of some sort. If you decide to punish yourself, then you shall. It’s a very simple truth that many of us have forgot or don’t find a way out from the complexity… Resistance creates stress and will create difficulty to see clearly. You can even see a miserable past with a new loving perspective. If you feel trapped because of your past, then re-create your past by living your moments differently. The way you saw your previous life can be seen from countless of other perspectives… and not all of the...

Thoughts on 10th feb 2008 Love has many shapes and forms. It is the source of all creation. It is also the source of all destruction. With death comes life. How does the other make the other less important or valued and vice versa? Sometimes "negative" emotions are experienced to maintain balance in our lives between ourselves collectively and individually. "Negativity" is unbalance. Something which is out of balance is a sign that there is change happening. Sometimes "negative" (destruction) need to happen in order to break the pattern that does not fit the creation we are here to create. We create life - even through death. The confusion is the change, the unbalanced state, the tuning. The harmony is the balanced state of tuning. Fear, anger, jealousy are all created words that point to a particular feeling. How do these words feel in your body when you think about them? Just as when our bodies are sweating in hot temperature, the same way our minds are...

It is for your longing to discover that brought you here. remembrance... Ask for guidance. You are one and many. Your imagination is the key. You always had it. You create everything. It is always time to flow. You are the judge of your life. You are the lover of your life. You are the wise ruler of your life. You are the fool of your life. You are the beauty, the sadness, the grace, the mother, the father, the child. Discover your dance. You can sense the tone. Your body is signaling to you. Your spirit is uplifting you. Don't let your mind use you. Don't let anyone else's mind use you. Your will to remember your lovestory is enough. Your pure, radiant tone is always there. A signal for a way back home. [I long to meet you]

What is pure meaning? What is pure energy? What is light? What is water? What is sound? What is colour? What is vibration? What is the shape of your current state? What is the energy of your current state? What is the meaning of your current state? This is a point in time on which you can freely choose where to go next. You know what to do. Before you go to sleep, wish with your heart to see the Dream you always knew to be true... it is your creation. It is our collective creation. Your breath is pure. Your reflection is pure. Your touch is pure. Your body is pure. Your life is pure. What did the rain-dancers do - to bring the rain? They saw it happen. They knew it was time. [Are you starting to remember?]

24.8.2007 Olemalla läsnä joka hetki, sinulla itselläsi on mahdollisuus valita suuntasi. Hetkellä eteesi avautuu kaksi tietä, jotka ovat osa tarinaasi. Tietoisuus, että luot nykyhetken, oman tarinasi, tekee sinusta tarinasi kirjoittajan, ei vain sen lukijan. Jokainen meistä voi olla mitä vain. Kollektiivinen tarinamme on avautumassa. Sitä pakenemalla pakenet itseäsi. Tässä ajassa, huomaamme luoneemme ympärillemme kaaosta. Kaaos on muutoksen ilmentymä. Tässä ajassa muutoksia tapahtuu myös koko aurinkokunnassamme ja sen ympärillä. Kvanttifysiikan ja alkuperäisten henkisten käsitysten mukaan jokainen yksilö, kasvi, alkuaine on osa kaikkea, jokainen sisältää osan jokaista, kuin hologrammissa. Hologrammin jokainen osa sisältää palan kaikkea. Hiekanjyvä rannalla sisältää koko universumin. Triljoonat solusi ovat kuin pieniä Tomeja, Penttejä, Vuokkoja jotka työskentevät kehosi parhaaksi. Ne tottelevat suoraan mielesi käskyjä. Negatiiviset ajatukset ovat herättäjiä. Taistelemalla niitä vastaan, ...