Source Experience

"Time" is humanity's next endeavour.

2011-01-15T00:01:00.001+02:00

it's quite a ride to be aware of the ride... hmm! and always when you know you "got it" - it shows it's other side (truth is not attainable, but one can experience it with an attitude that chooses not to capture it)... the origin for tyranny to me is to experience enlightenment and trying to own it. There is a center place that is your own "home frequency" that always sounds true to you and that can always replenish your spirit (for me spirit these days means (or one way to put it) a point that holds the original knowledge of one's being... this to me is always the same, but it is easily scattered and weakened, unless one intents to recall it back to this time and space (one's body) where it creates space to manifest in full creative potential once again). "Time" is humanity's next endeavour.

Source play

2010-09-16T22:32:00.000+03:00

This system who we pledge allegiance to even without knowing it is reflecting it's worldview / agenda that is manipulating our thoughts and raping the original sacred polarity of a conscious being. The dreams will reflect and intensify as the invitation to this archetypal level is incresing. As the participant in creation comes back to senses and sees everything in original light, the interplay between polarities restores itself in one's unique perspective. It is not even a question anymore. Let's play ;-)

12. Aug. 2010

2010-08-12T02:58:00.002+03:00

Self-repair now the way you individually KNOW it. Recover and it "imports" the memory from the collective imprint [referring to 'Akashic Records'] that is stored without your knowing (knowing of the mechanism does not matter, only intent and trust matters in the way that is yours and reflects to all that are intenting to recover their own ways from the same source (=memory). For/to the recollecting process, it is a KEY to be honest and follow layer by layer ... and once in the core, the knowing is established into being.

I meditated deeply last nite and recollected the notion that the most unlooked (ill) cell is the most vulnerable and going thru a dying prosess.. when I saw this cell in a metaphoric form I saw myself, the inner child being alone and all he got was the awful judgment around him (this cell) and when I light the fire = bring consciousness and observed it, it was so delightful and had the most potential in the whole system to reflect it's happiness to the whole body. So the most ill cell (even one little individual that is one is not caring for) has the MOST potential to heal the whole body and much more!

Thank you Mari for the inspiration!

9.-10.Aug.2010. [note - healing]

2010-08-10T05:25:00.001+03:00

[New moon]

There is a field of information that is accessible to all. To clear any wound. I found that through "scanning" all areas of the body (try back of your head!) it reflects hidden symbols that the mind can observe. I saw how I consciously tried to avoid the most painful ones that were "shut down" because of it and this created a negative emotion that was always present. This emotion is the relatioship with the pain (it can be everything, not just bodily pain... also a relationship with everything!). The pain wont go away by looking the other way or being unbalanced towards it. It needs the most care. Show care to your most painful cell inside your body (body reflects everything, highly intelligent, "it' understands the language of nature...,be nature). This most painful part of the self is the most vulnerable and innocent. It has the most potential to reflect it's gratitude through the whole body and indeed the whole system. This process to healing the deeper parts of the body and psyche is eternally potent source of "miraclous healing" and self-realization through a series of painful [re-]discoveries. No belief attached, only trust and knowing that the self has unlimited imagination - it is only the conscious mind that limits the process - yet it has to understand and open more so that the experience becomes known to the "larger self" (includes aspects like the ego, shadow self, unconscious self...). Attitude (reaction) can either be deceiving or honest and it takes great will-power sometimes to start the process [the mind can be really tricky!...] the element of this will-power I intuit can be found in the root elements and qualities of life (fire, water, wind, earth... for me it went in this order just awhile ago). How to communicate is a discovery. There are no limits to imagination. Truth does not appreciate dishonesty to self, it plays no games, it is not the deceiver. Once the self-deception is discovered, it holds no more power. I put some helpful ideas into paper, have not checked them yet... little by little.. thank you for being you!

So confused is the mind, when the pure becomes forgotten

2010-06-02T04:09:00.001+03:00

The I in me can't fake, but the image that I call 'me' so often fiercely holds and defends *it*self, yet *it* is NOT the self. Image is like a snapshot of the moving reel, yet the animation continues, and the mind has a tendency to prefer some snapshots over others and 'lock in'. The universe is not a static space so the identity must die for the sake of the movement of the life to be. Behind chaos is intent... the intent can be felt as sound [that which creates geometry = structure, hence sacred geometry]. Do you stay the same, or do you see the wise?

The Source Experience - The Source Experience

2010-03-16T13:21:00.002+02:00

My favourite track from the 90's. Finally sampled from a vinyl as it was not available on Youtube before. You might see how influenced I was by looking at the name :-)

Shadow

2009-12-08T05:48:00.001+02:00

"dARK" is good to dance to the ground, creates ground for me.. lot's of power to dance eeeverything. Front Line Assembly's sister project is Delerium which is total opposite, light. I love the idea of being two projects, creates contrast which is movement and life for me. This is why I feel heavy-metal is popular in Finland, cause people have hidden emotions and music is the way to channel them and create neutrality and purpose (to sense the middle between two polarities.. which is number 9 in Marko Rodin's vortex math btw... http://www.rense.com/RodinAerodynamics_files/Yin_Yang.gif
http://markorodin.com/

Potentiality and Balance

2009-11-11T21:42:00.002+02:00

Love is a direct relationship with the source of pure potential (call it zero-point in physics or chi or whatever word points best for your analytical mind to process these words, yet it is past analyzing). Discernment (to know true from false) is the NATURAL filtering mechanism that filters out everything that is false in you and responds to everything that hold true to you. Truth and beauty can be embraced even in a dot. The whole itself contains those dots to re-frame a hologram as when the single dot has new potential, it mirrors itself to the whole. It does not need to have a meaning. Pure potential cannot be named, otherwise it would be this or that and not everything. We name things and give them meaning, but this is dangerous because the meaning starts to live a life of it's own and keeps us within defined parameters. The hologram changes when you change without conditions.

It has to.

The latest theories in physics hold this to be the case. Everything is permitted, yet the strongest will creates the strongest potential in a way. The delicate balance holds the strongest force. It is neither good or bad. It is pure trust and honesty to self. For your mind it is peace, for your heart it is love, for you body it is vitality and for your spirit it is freedom. The body responds like a magnet. The compass is inside you. So simple that we forgot for a few thousands of years. But it's ok, time is not linear ... :) Have a good day friends <3 !

Extatique by Adinpsz

2009-10-25T21:39:00.003+02:00

Released @ the MAIN party, OCT 2009.

cLICk 4 -> better quality version + executables (windoze)

SOURCE EXPERIENCE [IMPULSE from childhood]

2009-10-24T23:00:00.000+03:00

[Suggestion: listen while reading]

“AS IF your truth is here” Oct. 1. 2009

2009-10-24T22:21:00.001+03:00

“AS IF your truth is here”

[DISCERNMENT IS THE KEY TO NAVIGATION]

this is an attempt to question.

"AS IF" ... is one description for magic (programming the sub-conscious temporarily, gradually or permanently). It is essential to feel and think "as if" the thing you are wanting to experiece is true in that very moment of the experience. You can take it as a game or experimentation with imagination. In other words your imagination is a tool and can be used to create the next level of the experience... the next step in your personal life. This next step will teach everyone who are stepping to this same level of the experience. Harmonics will vibrate on many levels, on many perspectives, yet it holds and connects all.

What is the next level of experience? This is a tricky one and we have to come to an agreement of it at some point
in time. It is a gradual process, but can be accelerated. Could it be that the idea of time itself is morphing? There is a need for acceleration around and inside. The more you observe, the more your will see this in you and others. That would be a reasonable common ground to agree with.

[As if]

What is it that you are feeling right now? What is it that you want? Who is doing the wanting and to which place does this want lead you? Do you sense your wanting going to many places... like shooting around without a true target? Can you focus? Are you looping around an issue or can you freely travel and feel "as if" the heaven is here already?

Desire. What part of us is doing this? What is magnetism? Can you *feel* in you in terms of PULL and PUSH. Where is the feeling of this located in your own body?

What irritates you? Why?

Is it something in you or do you feel the source coming outside of yourself? What IS outside yourself if you can *feel* that outside circumstance in you at the same time? Are we not related or do we connect and understand that everything the human race, as a whole, is experiencing, we each individually are experiencing the very same? You would not perceive it like the next girl/guy around you, but there is a common ground to be felt. We are sharing the same planet and breathing the same air and sharing multiple experiences, real and imagined, with common language. What is it in our language that needs to change? Or is it adequate still? What can we learn from languages... isn't music, colours and shapes also a form of communication? What can nature teach us?

Symbols, patterns, sounds, shapes... what do they reflect? [for experiece's sake: HOLOGRAM, reflection]. What does it reflect to you? How do you perceive it? Is the reflection same or does it change as you do?

Would it be possible, at this time, to see a true image of ourselves? Is it enough for me and you to hide anymore? Hiding does reflect hiding. If this is visible and seen, how could we stay hidden any longer? The reflection of a few will become many, but the many will affect the few.

I invite to see clearly. Mistakes are permitted and welcomed. Otherwise we would not learn see clearly the one truth we each hold individually and collectively.

To see - is to to see yourSELF in everyone. To see me in you. YourSELF - mySELF.

Invitation to release.

WORLD SPEAKS TO YOU -Apr. 4 2009-

2009-10-24T22:16:00.000+03:00

28.4.09

The World Speaks to You the Way You Have Not Imagined... Yet?

Everything is real. The big narratives have a lot of invested power in them. “The good, the bad”… it’s all the same, only depends how you look at it and will you let it empower or weaken your spirit. That is why the narratives have the hold of you. This is all a process… we process it all, the “good and the bad”. A school where everyone can graduate. We made it all together, to learn. You chose your difficulties on a deeper perspective where we all understand and evolve from. You are here to share your story. Love pours from the polar opposite. You can choose to be reborn now. Imagine. What rings true to you?

Also nothing is real. It all came to be from silence where and when no one observed.

PERSPECTIVE -May 3. 2008-

2009-10-24T22:15:00.000+03:00

Everything in your life is made of patterns
Patterns waiting to be recognised
If we are anxious about the future
or worried about the past
then the patterns you see emerging
in your life will be chaotic and inconceivable.

Truth is that you have the potential
to see it all differently.

But do you want to see?
It's your choice in every moment.

There is no "final punishment", there is
only one moment which happens NOW and
everything you decide in that moment
will follow the pattern of some sort.
If you decide to punish yourself,
then you shall. It’s a very simple
truth that many of us have forgot
or don’t find a way out from
the complexity…
Resistance creates stress and
will create difficulty to see clearly.

You can even see a miserable past
with a new loving perspective.
If you feel trapped because of your
past, then re-create your past
by living your moments differently.
The way you saw your previous
life can be seen from countless
of other perspectives…
and not all of them are grim.

You are beautiful.

When you create a consciously happy
moment, you create energy-flow.

Allow yourself to be a child.

Love is the total acceptance
of your moment,
it is not giving up to the authority,
it is embracing your true nature
which is not separate from
the universe we live in.

You are individual
yet the whole cosmos is a
mirror of yourself.

Everything is in perfect order,
even the chaos is part of it.

You are part of it.
Your deepest self is not worried..
at all! Just connect to it,
and we will all finally meet :)

You are a part of the ocean
and you are the ocean.

Create balance if you feel the need.
[I feel the need!!!]

dissolving FORM -Feb 10. 2008-

2009-10-24T22:11:00.001+03:00

Thoughts on 10th feb 2008

Love has many shapes and forms. It is the source of all creation. It is also the source of all destruction. With death comes life. How does the other make the other less important or valued and vice versa?

Sometimes "negative" emotions are experienced to maintain balance in our lives between ourselves collectively and individually. "Negativity" is unbalance. Something which is out of balance is a sign that there is change happening. Sometimes "negative" (destruction) need to happen in order to break the pattern that does not fit the creation we are here to create. We create life - even through death. The confusion is the change, the unbalanced state, the tuning. The harmony is the balanced state of tuning.

Fear, anger, jealousy are all created words that point to a particular feeling. How do these words feel in your body when you think about them? Just as when our bodies are sweating in hot temperature, the same way our minds are interpreting our thoughts as negative when they are unaligned with the original purpose of living in harmony within our bodies. When pain, grief, anger are viewed as they are - a reflection of some underlying issue - they can be seen as positive challenges. The observer determines the outcome. When we feel fear and feel hopeless in it, we are acting out of our subconscious patterns and beliefs. If we become more conscious in the moment when the feeling of fear manifests, we can see alternative patterns emerging. If we understand that we truly have a choice in every moment, then we can act it out and adjust the temperature so to speak. Fear is an unconscious response to the unknown.
When unknown becomes known, ie. experienced with awareness, the original purpose continues to move according to the destination it has been going all along. In other words, your life does not have to be a misery.

"What is contained in darkness holds the greatest potential for light."

Darkness=unconsciousness
Light=consciousness

You have a choice in every moment to resist or let go. Your mind is resisting, your body is adjusting. You can sense it right NOW in your body. Meditation, certain shamanistic plants, sounds/audio (binaural beats, hemispheric synchronization), colours, etc. can help you regain the connection between your mind and body... but the missing link is to recognize the unmanifested self (before sound was silence). That is felt as a feeling of wholeness where separation is nonexistent. Your mind & body is part of a global mind & body and how it feels is felt by everybody/one close around you, and surprisingly for many of us at this time, even at a distance. We have a great responsibility.

We are creating a new way of being. The point in time and space when new shapes form is already here and the intensity of them becoming a reality in (multiple) dimensions is increasing every week, day, minute, second, of our most commonly perceived, linear time. It's manifestations are felt now on third dimension, which has been a playground and a manipulator's/sorcerers dream for eons... 'till now. You will see new art and language forming. Everything mirrors everything. Fear is the distorted image between the perceiver (=interpreter) and the original image.

The original image is pure light. As are you.

This text is also your/our creation. It is free. As are you.

I Long to Meet You Dec. 10. 2007

2009-10-24T22:10:00.002+03:00

It is for your longing
to discover that brought you here.
remembrance...

Ask for guidance. You are one and many.
Your imagination is the key. You always had it.
You create everything.

It is always time to flow.
You are the judge of your life.
You are the lover of your life.
You are the wise ruler of your life.
You are the fool of your life.
You are the beauty,
the sadness,
the grace,
the mother,
the father,
the child.

Discover your dance.
You can sense the tone.
Your body is signaling to you.
Your spirit is uplifting you.
Don't let your mind use you.
Don't let anyone else's mind use you.
Your will to remember your lovestory is enough.
Your pure, radiant tone is always there.
A signal for a way back home.

[I long to meet you]

PURE -Nov. 28. 2007-

2009-10-24T22:10:00.001+03:00

What is pure meaning?
What is pure energy?
What is light?
What is water?
What is sound?
What is colour?
What is vibration?
What is the shape of your current state?
What is the energy of your current state?
What is the meaning of your current state?

This is a point in time on which you can freely
choose where to go next. You know what to do.
Before you go to sleep, wish with your heart to see
the Dream you always knew to be true... it is your creation.
It is our collective creation. Your breath is pure.
Your reflection is pure.
Your touch is pure.
Your body is pure.
Your life is pure.

What did the rain-dancers do - to bring the rain?

They saw it happen. They knew it was time.

[Are you starting to remember?]

[FINNISH] Läsnäolo - Elokuu 24. 2007 -

2009-10-24T22:05:00.000+03:00

24.8.2007

Olemalla läsnä joka hetki, sinulla itselläsi on mahdollisuus valita suuntasi. Hetkellä eteesi avautuu kaksi tietä, jotka ovat osa tarinaasi. Tietoisuus, että luot nykyhetken, oman tarinasi, tekee sinusta tarinasi kirjoittajan, ei vain sen lukijan. Jokainen meistä voi olla mitä vain. Kollektiivinen tarinamme on avautumassa. Sitä pakenemalla pakenet itseäsi. Tässä ajassa, huomaamme luoneemme ympärillemme kaaosta. Kaaos on muutoksen ilmentymä. Tässä ajassa muutoksia tapahtuu myös koko aurinkokunnassamme ja sen ympärillä. Kvanttifysiikan ja alkuperäisten henkisten käsitysten mukaan jokainen yksilö, kasvi, alkuaine on osa kaikkea, jokainen sisältää osan jokaista, kuin hologrammissa. Hologrammin jokainen osa sisältää palan kaikkea. Hiekanjyvä rannalla sisältää koko universumin. Triljoonat solusi ovat kuin pieniä Tomeja, Penttejä, Vuokkoja jotka työskentevät kehosi parhaaksi. Ne tottelevat suoraan mielesi käskyjä. Negatiiviset ajatukset ovat herättäjiä. Taistelemalla niitä vastaan, taistelet itseäsi vastaan. Olemalla enempi tietoinen mitä alitajuntasi tekee, pääset käsiksi mihin tahansa negatiiviseen ajatukseen ja voit tehdä tietoisen valinnan muuttaa se positiiviseksi. Elämä on myös jatkuvaa liikettä, kuin äänen siniaalto. Itku kääntyy nauruksi ja nauru itkuksi. Arvostamalla elämääsi, arvostat sen kulkua ja antaudut sille täysin. Et enää tarraudu asioihin. Ota ne haasteina, uskalla tehdä asioita muiden mielipiteistä riippumatta, niin löydät tien vapauteen. Olemalla vapaa, herätät ihmisissä kaipuun tuohon samaan. Tuo kaipuu on alkuenergiaa, pulssi, syke, tasapaino.

Mitä lähemmäksi hologrammia katsot, sitä sumeammaksi se muuttuu. Näet kaiken olemalla ei missään ja kaikkialla samaan aikaan. Ajattelumme on mielen liikettä, positiivista tai negatiivista. Keskitien, mielenrauhan voit saavuttaa olemalla positiivisen ja negatiivisen yläpuolella. Kuuntele tuomitsematta sydämesi ääntä, niin löydät tien ajatustesi läpi. Meditatiivinen tanssi on tanssia, jossa sinä itse ohjaat energioita kehosi ympärille. Kehontanssin lisäksi voit mielelläsi tanssia sisäisen energiasi (sielu, chi, prana, zero-point energy yms.) tasapainoon jolloin tanssi muuttuu ikuisuudeksi. Olemalla täysin yhtä kehosi kanssa, annat energiavirtauksen kulkea kauttasi.

Musiikista, asennoista, nykyajan muotoilusta, tavoista, ajatuksista jne. välittyy tietynlainen energia. Miksi elämämme vaikuttaa tylsältä ja tarkoituksettomalta? Tässä ajassa hyville teoille, ajatuksille, musiikille jne. on potentiaalisesti suurin vetovoima. Negatiivinen energia on lähtöisin siitä, että olemme antaneet isoveljen valvoa ja ohjata. Mutta me olemme osa tuota ns. isoveljeä. Kontrolloimme itseämme niinkuin se kontrolloi meitä. Olemme itse antautuneet pelolle. Todellinen ja vapaa antautuminen on antautumista rakkaudelle, jonka voima on parantava, uudistava, lämmin. Tietoisuutemme muuttuu jatkuvasti ja aurinkokunnassamme tapahtuva muutos peilaa sisintämme ja toisinpäin. Tietoisuus on potentiaalisesti kaikkea, mutta emme ole käyttäneet tuota potentiaalia yhdessä. Jokaisella on tuo kipinä ja jokaisella on mahdollisuus olla oman elämänsä kirjailija, säveltäjä, tanssija, keksijä... mitä vain. Jokainen meistä odottaa totuutta ja nyt meillä on paras mahdollisuus luoda se paremmaksi yhdessä. Olemalla täysin rauhassa itsesi kanssa et pelkää kuolemaa, koska koet olevasi kaikkea, niin elämää kuin kuolemaa. Mihin loppuu alku ja mistä alkaa loppu? Ovatko ne yhtä?

Näin siis täytyi tapahtua, muutoin emme olisi tässä.

PATTERNS - July 23. 2007 -

2009-10-24T21:58:00.000+03:00

Thoughts on July 23. 2007

Everything you are searching is happening NOW.
If you feel distressed, begin to observe your body.
To understand (standing under) is to quiet your mind and listen.
You will start to see your true nature.
Obstacles and fears are the creations of your mind.
They will show your image, your challenge. [Everything is a mirror.]
This image will show you your other self.
Be are aware of it. It takes courage, but it’s worth it.
You are not here to suffer. Find your joy and purpose.
See the lies in your life [they are enormous].
Find a way to decode them in to truth.

To understand: vibrate your energy-body
to see. This will raise change globally.

The essence of oneness is within you. You can be one with
all that is. This intelligence is pure and to be pure is the key
to all. It (or you = perception) will show you the most beautiful things
beyond your current imagination/frequency. You can jump to
this frequency more easily as before. Mass
meditations around the planet are increasing and
the galactic alignment of our solar system towards
the center of the galaxy is taking place [which is happening every
13000 years, the great cycle is 25800. We are living in the age
which is the end of a great cycle according to Mayan civilization].
This is changing your DNA [to possibly multiple strands].
You are evolving. This will force you to lose your ego=illusion.
Maya=Illusion.
Lose your illusory mind. (from own experience: it’s worth it!)
But there are other forces operating on this planet that are
trying to change this. They are trying to stop your divine
right of being.

They have failed. If you choose to see this as a true possibility.

Death is an illusion. Death=birth. Dragon eats it’s tail.

Time is a perception. There is no future, nor the past.
Everything is happening now. [You can travel time.]

Thought comes before manifestation/experience.

The perspective of our history is changing.
This will change everything:
the way we communicate,
the way we perceive the world and ourselves,
the way we are

The evolution of human consciousness is taking place.
To be on the greatest ride or not…
Well, that’s your choice

[We need to create a new holonomic language!.]